Happy Eid Adha

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

HAPPY EID ADHA

as usual

everytin settled

no more test

no more exam

no more anytin

i'll be free

yeahhhhhhhh

n 4 sure

dis is the first celebrating eid adha without my ma

:(

hurmmmm..

masak rendang sorg kt dapo td

menangis ak jap

igt kalo dlu2

ade je arwah bising2 complaining about everytin

kosong

the present of her dah xde...

n masih rsa kekurngn

yg payah nk express

hurmmmm...

bkn nk lupakan die

cma kenangan ngn die

xbley lupe

n i sgt rapat ngn arwah

n feel awkward ngn ayh skrg..

i'll get used 2 it la

MAYBE

CROSS FINGER GUYS

ok la

got to go

hv 2 sleep

god a big day 2mrw

bye love

bye frens

au revoir

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Missing her

Its more than 40 days since she left..

n i really2 miss her badly!!!!!

especially a moment when im not feeling well like now

she always called me when i was sick

she'S da ONE who calmed me down when i was sad...

she make me happy when i was dull

arghhhhh

i miss herrr so damn much

only god noes hw i feel rite now

hope she'll rest peacefully there..

after a while

my heart suddenly drop off

remembering her....nvr ends

in depth more length

in joy i cry

in laughter im in pain

ALFATIHAH......

PD vs Bali????

last paper 4 dis sem ended today!

n we decided to release stress

hahahaha

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

our budget destination was in PD

its not as gud as Bali

but at least we shud be proud of to our mother nature

hikssss

here some footage that i want to share wif u guys

enjoy it!!!

[ PD RAwks ]

[ Nyumnyumnyum! ]

[ Minah Bangla neh kene blasah curik ayam panggang kitorg ]

[ Hurm...Paya Bakau neh exotic ]

[ My Besties ]

[ Paya Bakau ]

love u guys!!!!

the best moment everrrrr!

will miss u guys

see u guys next semester

bon voyage!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

GOOD MORNING WORLD

it been a while I haven't written anytin in here

hope u guys ok and happy

my life sux!!

lonely!

without da loved one's

only frens dat can make me happy now

its not like im reluctant to be by myself

jst need a companion to talk with

and pampered myself a bit..

love where r u??

i need u now..

n i need to noe..

my faith i think

loved sumone who in other people's dreams..

???

i miss my rainbow so much

i wonder y the rainbow acting weirdly these days?

the rain is still standing still..

the sun still gave the reflection..

but y the rainbow not as peaceful as before?

am i the problem dat arouse in the rainbow?

or

is it the habits of d rainbow itself?

i dun hv d answer..

only rainbow noe the feelings

n i'm sure

the rainbow will not voice out..

like the rainbow always acted..

when the rainbow fade away..

all the emotions flew away..

all the thoughts scattered away..

n im back 2 the fact

that the rainbow

can't be touch..

can't be owned..

can't be feel..

only

can be held from far

d abstract of the rainbow..

i noe the consequences being part of the rainbow

n i aware of the possibility of the existence of d rainbow

but

when there's a rope

there's a hope

i think i'm d one dat believing in it

coz the instinct said so

what do i get?

[none]

[let people laughed at u when ur crying until they crying to see yer laughter in the future]

[no pain, no gain]

au revoir

love's,

-me-

[Anxious]

if u really want me

plz appreciate me

and tell me

plz dun let me wait for u

untill i forgot who i am for u

plz dear plz...

if u dun want me..

plz let me go..

harsh word might works..

as if its d only way to make me hated u..

and plz dear plz

if u really-really want me

plz let it show

if u really dun want me

plz say it out loud

im giving up

waiting for u kinda hard 2 express

always waiting for u..

is it worth?

kinda worth 4 me

or if im da only one who cares?

plz dear plz

plz let me go as i wanted it to be..

plz dear

i'll let u go if u let me too..

arghhhh

hate dis feeling..

plz dun gif me hopes

plz.......

i love u...

if there onther day for me to be born again

the love i have will nvr be broke..

the promise never tell lie..

help me to help you...

lots of lurve,

[fir]